Subject: I'll be away in waiting Tue Oct 16, 2012 8:19 am
I don't know how many of you know about what happened, but I'll go ahead and tell everyone now. None of you know anyone at my school, so I doubt you'll be able to tell anyone important. I just don't want this getting around, but you're all my friends, and I figured it's safe to tell you.
My girlfriend tried to kill herself Saturday night. She didn't tell me, she didn't warn me. She didn't threaten to do it, or tell me she was thinking of it. She said "You follow your dreams, Aaron. You're amazing, and you'll always have me watching over you. Forever."
My gut sank to my stomach, and I immediately knew what was going on. I left Brad (Shizen) in my basement, and sped to her house. I wrecked my car on the way there, so I had to use someone else's. I called her over and over, but no answer. I had thought she had done it. I called her best friend over and over.. but no answer, she was at a party. I got there, and kicked the door down. I found her in her bathroom unconscious with tears streaming down her face. I called the ambulance, and held her. I told her everything would be ok, even though I knew nothing would be the same after this. I had to lie. I carried her out to the ambulance and followed it to the hospital. I stayed there for the night, and then went to visit her again on Sunday. And then yesterday.. yesterday was the worst. She had been allowed to leave and went back to her house. I spent the day with her. And it was a good day. I made her laugh, I made her happy. But then I had to leave for my physical therapy, so I only had a few hours with her. Later that night, I get a phone call from her mother. She was admitted to a hospital 40 minutes away into the Psych ward. I'm not allowed to text her, because they took her phone, and I'm not allowed to visit her.
So you're probably thinking, well then why can't you post, if you can't see her? Well, for the next couple days, I'll be going on an adventure. If any of you know me well, I'm a writer. It's what I do, I write poetry and stories for a living. I'm going to go to every single place that I've been with her, and write something about it. Every single place. From restaurants, to parks, to the rooms in my house. Everything that holds a memory. So I'm going to be busy starting tonight, and wanted to let everyone know the full story.
Please pray for me, even if you're not a believer. Hell, I'm not even a believer, but at this point, I'm trying everything. I'll get on when I can to post, but I can't lie and tell you that it's number one on my priorities.
I have an adventure to go on. I'll talk to you all soon, and goodbye.
Subject: Re: I'll be away in waiting Tue Oct 16, 2012 12:44 pm
I sent you a text this morning, letting you know what Im telling you here. Keep your head up bro, and if you need anyone to talk to, I am free. I extend my help to you just as I do for everyone who needs it.
Subject: Re: I'll be away in waiting Tue Oct 16, 2012 1:54 pm
You're in my prayers man. Hope everything works out.
Subject: Re: I'll be away in waiting Tue Oct 16, 2012 2:44 pm
I am very sorry this has happened to you, Aaron. I will not tell anyone at school about this and I will be praying for you dearly. Keep that head of yours held up high and I hope all turns out to be good. Farewell...friend.
Subject: Re: I'll be away in waiting Wed Oct 17, 2012 12:11 am
Good luck, we will all be hoping for you and your girlfriend. This brought me to tears, honest to goodness, and I hope you will find what you're looking for, whatever it may be, on the adventure. Good luck